Yeah, it's been a while. Once again, I forgot to see where I left off before I started this so I apologize if I repeat myself. Did I tell you I got hit by lightning? Again? So I have a lap top now. And all of my old pictures and important legal documents are all on an external hard drive now. Thankfully I have a kid who knows how to put them there. Sadly, I have no idea how to access them if I need them.
Remember back when my ceiling caved in during Hurricane Sandy? We are in the midst of some good hard rains now and when I got home from work, I soon recognized that sickening drip...........drip, drip.....drip..dripdrip and my heart sunk. Because I have the best landlord and I hate giving him bad news. Of course the alternative is to own this house and have to deal with this myself. I choose plan A.
You know, apart from having to learn a whole new keying system with this laptop (I hate it, quite frankly), I am pretty darn happy these days. I think I may finally have figured out the secret to being alone and happy. I think you actually have to be happy while alone. Simple really. But not so easy.
There is a sense of peace once that sweeps over you. Once you realize, hey, I've got my shit together and I am in the driver's seat of my life. Both of my jobs are going great and I'm learning a whole new creative side to my personality and abilities I never knew I had. And everything feels right. Because I think I may have found what my right-sized life is. It's simple. It's uncomplicated. And I finally get to put myself first. (Plus I occasionally sneak out of town and no one has a clue where I am. And that is pretty damn cool.)
Sounds like things are really coming together. May you stay dry.
ReplyDeleteOh god, to be able to sneak away without anyone knowing!
ReplyDeleteI am so glad that you are feeling more at peace with everything, it was hard-earned, I am sure!