I tell ya. I've never, ever experienced a situation like the one I had tonight.
Dude, I don't even know.
So...I have this friend who is under massive stress. And also, I've been there.
This person means the world to me but his flat out, bat shit attack on me has made me wonder...I mean...do I fucking have to deal with this again?? I am reeling with the events of the evening.
So, what does that say about me?
How much am I supposed to accept? I think I know the answer. I just don't want to make the decision to end it. I think I have to, but it is not what I want.